Still Down

I was born into a world without you
Definitely will be buried inside a coffin
where you dont reside
So as snide comments and rude remarks
flow from your lips like sour spilled milk
I do not weep. I just mop all the things you say
Absorbing its potential to motivation
Then shittin out awesome creations
of creativity
this was truly made in sincerity
that you never touched the deeper me
surface shocks to drawn away clocks
as your effect last as long as the words "tick tock"
Now rock with my melody and find soothing
thought you declared me unofficially yours
you can only do that with those that are officially whores
i don't spread my legs for you
as i do not spread my ears to hear your nonsense
with no common pretense
i am apprehensive to let you back in
when you couldn't get deeper then touching my skin
you are blasphemous for calling me your friend
when all relations are strictly at a end
your words couldn’t commit to me for a second that they were spoken
deep in your misfortune
of promises to broken dreams,
as you only wanted to break bed springs
for as long as passing seasons
a lie so in myth... a ogres treason
what are you believing that this was held inside
for a thousand times i said
i would be down from the way i was down before
scrubbing the floor where you stomped over my wishes
still down
washing the walls, as they needed to be cleansed of your wholes
you put in them, to hang your glory
that you got away with so long...violin symphony to your story
still down?
then you be the one to top me with the jesters crown
as it is a joke
that i would consume such garbage for a miles worth of time
not have my gag reflex react once i checked the reflection of mine
on how long i was eating
then realizing the nourishment i wasn't getting
the vitamins i was needing.
yeah i would be buried alone
birthed as one
and travel that way thru night and after son.