Sinking Ship

Women and Children First

Is that really how it work when the ship is sinking

Why are the single mothers drowning

And the dead beat fathers breathing

MEN don't get twisted this support for the twisted sisters

The woman that use kids as collataral

Only teach shut up and "mam be back stay with nana"

  as a means of learning

The woman that can claim federal and state for what

  they are earning

Why are they drowning

Where are those protectors The Samsons and Jesus's

Using dreams of a family as excuses

"oh you know I love, definetly going to visit"

DONT SHOW

Oh thats my lil man

DONT CALL

This is the war of the ages

Yet WOMEN AND CHILDREN first

Not on public transportation

"She can push out a kid then she can stand"

Well "He can use his feet to walk away from responsiblity

then stop strangling chivalry with your hand"

Ooh how i love the way they curse first instead of our name

Bitch all in your wallet

Bitch took this and bitch took that

Wasnt bitch you talked out wearing that rubber hat

Cause bitch felt so good

Atleast that what she said.

I wonder what is in his head.

Women and Children first

i know that from the time

you put your number in my hand

Understand I need to proide for me before

I can give you a platform to stand

Ask are you okay before how much did I get paid

Feeling tricked and trapped

You use to rub my feet

Before placing bills in my lap

Now its what can I give and now how am I going to live

Before I even cash a check

That feeding our kids.

No I didnt give up my seat/

Didnt I earn it by standing 10 straight hours

and tomorrow standing 10 straight more

I apologize for calling you a bitch and wa whore

Yet I call it like i see it

We fucked and now its about how im paying

so a whore you best belive it.

No there was no rubber

ddindt stop you from being 

my wednesday love

protection isnt only one way

From a shot I know thats not all you got

Even that ring thing..or even the pill

None of this stopped you 

We both did this with free will.

But WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST

Despite the side of the war

what are we really drowning for?

Still Down

I was born into a world without you
Definitely will be buried inside a coffin
where you dont reside
So as snide comments and rude remarks
flow from your lips like sour spilled milk
I do not weep. I just mop all the things you say
Absorbing its potential to motivation
Then shittin out awesome creations
of creativity
this was truly made in sincerity
that you never touched the deeper me
surface shocks to drawn away clocks
as your effect last as long as the words "tick tock"
Now rock with my melody and find soothing
thought you declared me unofficially yours
you can only do that with those that are officially whores
i don't spread my legs for you
as i do not spread my ears to hear your nonsense
with no common pretense
i am apprehensive to let you back in
when you couldn't get deeper then touching my skin
you are blasphemous for calling me your friend
when all relations are strictly at a end
your words couldn’t commit to me for a second that they were spoken
deep in your misfortune
of promises to broken dreams,
as you only wanted to break bed springs
for as long as passing seasons
a lie so in myth... a ogres treason
what are you believing that this was held inside
for a thousand times i said
i would be down from the way i was down before
scrubbing the floor where you stomped over my wishes
still down
washing the walls, as they needed to be cleansed of your wholes
you put in them, to hang your glory
that you got away with so long...violin symphony to your story
still down?
then you be the one to top me with the jesters crown
as it is a joke
that i would consume such garbage for a miles worth of time
not have my gag reflex react once i checked the reflection of mine
on how long i was eating
then realizing the nourishment i wasn't getting
the vitamins i was needing.
yeah i would be buried alone
birthed as one
and travel that way thru night and after son.